The Dreaded Recap Journal Entry….
Sometimes they come back… (Imagine me saying this in a low, raspy voice with a faint hint of phlegm dribbling around in my throat, with the cold wind blowing outside, and a faint wolf howl in the distance, while…)
Okay, maybe that’s going a little overboard
Anyway, are you prepared for one of the looooongest weblog entries I have ever made? Are you prepared to be overcome by an onslaught of incoherent musings while being drowned in a deluge of half-pondered thoughts that would violate your virginal sensibilities?
Hmmm… (checking thesaurus to see if I used any words out of context)
Anyway (again), I guess you’re probably wondering what the hell happened to this site after November of last year? I would have been glad to say that the new world order – I mean – the Bush government ordered me to do it because of potential sedition and insurrection, but sometimes you can’t have what you wish for. For those who have seen this site before, you know my weblog habit by now – prolific posting for about a couple of weeks, then drop out of the face of the planet for a few months. That’s coz I’m a chronic dilettante – someone who obsesses over an activity for a specified amount of time, and when something else catches his fancy, pursues it and drops whatever he is doing… finished or not finished. A quick way to become a jack of all trades but master of none. Almost like having Attention Deficit Disorder. Always finding something else interesting in mid-thought as I…
… oh hey, I just noticed my keyboard letters are starting to be worn off… I can’t even see the letter A in the keyboard anymore…
*cough* Anyway (third time), what have I been doing in the last seven or so months since I wrote my last entry? All kinds of things, I guess. And I’m gonna write a synopsis of several hundred words to let you know. And wouldn’t it be funny if there was a blackout just before I finish… (feels a cold shiver down my back) Well, I guess it can’t be helped. No one ever reads these things anyway (except a person or two who is still interested at what I’m doing, or the occasional stalker who thinks I’m worthy).
Honestly, I have sorta lost faith in the American system after that idiot got reelected. Who ever thought that religion would be the deciding factor. I didn’t see it coming – I thought this country was more intelligent than that. Unpleasant surprise for me. The angst has become real. I don’t know how the fuck I’m gonna be able to think of this country the same. Maybe I should go ahead and rethink my earlier decision to move to Canada. But then I have to learn French. Damn.
Anyway (fourth time), I’ll split the recaps into easy, understandable parts, and use very small words. I’ll even pitch in a few visual aids. Make sure to keep up…
So late last year I finished the game module I was working on for Neverwinter Nights. It was a remake of one of my favorite games, Diablo, and it was intuitively titled “The Lord of Terror”. I had been working on the damn thing for almost 8 months, starting January last year. I finally finished it in September, and submitted it at the Neverwinter Vault.
And yeah, it was a hit. I knew it was gonna be popular, but I never thought it’d get to the Hall of Fame in so short a time. In less than three months it got more than 20,000 downloads, and to this day it still has a pretty high 9.72 average rating. Damn, I guess I’m good, having my very first module get to Hall of Fame. Now, excuse me while I fondle myself…
Recap Two: The World of Warcraft
A few weeks after I finished working on my NWN module, the long-awaited MMORPG World of Warcraft came out. I initially planned to just play a couple of hours a day on it, but the game sucked me in, and there were times when I was playing it for more than 8-10 hours, often extending into the early morning hours.
I eventually started a guild consisting of people who visit my tech support site, plus other people who just wanted a guild to be in. My race of choice was Tauren, and I got my druid to level 30 in just over a week. Afterwards I started a Tauren warrior, and got him to level 58 in less than a couple months, two levels shy of the threshold level 60.
But as usual, it was a doomed cause as well, as another adjacent interest started to sprout on the side, and some responsibilities in real life began to surface. So my prolific WoW slid down the totem pole and thus another addiction began to rear its ugly head…
Recap Three: The Anime Attack
I have been using the Netflix online DVD rental service for more than two years now, and up to a certain point, I was content with renting 2 DVDs at a time, except when I wanted to finish some TV series like 24, The West Wing and the Star Trek series DS-9 and Voyager. But when I ran out of TV series to rent, and new movies to watch, I had to look at other genres. I came upon an anime site, AnimeOnDVD, that had detailed reviews of tons of anime DVDs. Until that point, the last anime DVD I had watched was the Tenchi in Tokyo series, which was middle of last year. Having found an interest in romance comedies (eww, don’t tell other people about this, okay!), I began searching for similar genres, and found a good review/recommendation for a series called Kareshi Kanojo no Jijou (His and Her Circumstances, to the Japanese-challenged folks out there). So I queued it up on Netflix and when they arrived, watched it with no high expectations.
It was either the best or worst mistake of the year, depending on how you looked at it. I was hooked – bigtime. After watching the first two DVDs, I returned them immediately and couldn’t wait to get the next few DVDs in the series – to the point that I increased my DVD rental limit to the “8 DVDs out at a time” plan… Goodbye $50…
From that point on, 99% of all my DVD rentals had been anime – and not just feature films, but most of them were full-blown series, from 10-episode ones to 26-episode ones. I’ve also started splurging on eBay for import anime DVDs (okay, maybe a few of em are bootlegs, but don’t sweat the little things, okay?). I think I’ve spent more than $300 in DVDs in the last couple of months. Damn.
So anyway (fifth time), I’ve developed a really annoying attachment to this genre that I have lost my taste for “regular” live action DVDs in my collection. The other day, I ran out of new anime to watch, so I popped in a Babylon 5 season 2 DVD into my PS2 and started to watch. I had to eject the DVD after less than 30 minutes because I couldn’t stand it anymore. So yeah, I replaced it with a DVD of Onegai Teacher (it’s anime, in case you didn’t get it), and was finally able to watch something that interested me.
So yeah, I sometimes have anime withdrawals on those boring nights when I run out of things to watch. I think I’ve watched the Love Hina series about 4 times already, and it isn’t even “that” good, either. Maybe it’s a new psychological sickness, enjoying moving artwork as opposed to moving pictures. Is there a psychiatrist out there who can comment on this? A comedian, maybe?
Recap Three Interlude: The Anime Fansub Torrent Syndrome
Did I mention that I run through anime DVDs like cigarettes? Well, that always leaves me with a day or two of “downtime” as I wait for my next rental DVDs to come to me. So what was my solution? Torrent files of Fansubbed anime. (I’d like to give a primer on what “torrent” and “fansub” means to those among you who are clueless, but I’ll let mister Google handle it)
Anyway (sixth time), I came across a huge variety of torrent files for various fansubbed anime – specifically, shows that just aired in Japan less than a year ago, and some ongoing ones as well. And here I am, with a broadband connection, actually salivating at the chance.
So what was a poor bored guy supposed to do?
Unfortunately, most of the fansubs I downloaded were anime versions of H-games. What’s an H-game? Well… most are adult games, and some are mere dating sims played on consoles like PS2. I was a bit intrigued coz I never played any game like that before (that is, if you don’t include the Leisure Suit Larry series). Most of them were surprisingly good, if not a tad ridiculous and out of this world.
But hey, whatever quenches my need for anime, right?
Right now, this is still my current obsession, until the dilettante in me decides to stalk some other hobby. I think I’ve been more exposed to anime in the last 2-3 months than I’ve been for my entire video viewing life. Does that mean I am on my way to be an otaku? I dunno. I don’t think so, but then again, who knows. Let me ask Pikachu…
(What’s otaku? Ask mister Google)
Recap Four: The Financial Services Surprise
Reading all this, do you think I’ve been wasting my time all day doing all sorts of lazy hobbies? Not exactly.
I’ve also began getting into financial services. What financial services? Insurance, annuities, securities, mortgages, etc. I have been hearing that financial services will be the next big thing in the next few years, what with the baby boomers fast reaching their compensation period.
So I’ve been trying to study for state exams and getting my license(s). I just recently passed the Life Agent exam, which means I can now legally sell life insurance in the state of California. Next thing I’m doing is studying for the Securities exam.
I heard a funny anecdote about people lambasting the insurance business. Someone even said “Are you that desperate for money that you wanna sell insurance?” I guess I wasn’t surprised that the someone” who said it was earning minimum wage.
Maybe later in my journal I’ll discuss why financial services is a very important business to get into nowadays. Then I’ll email it to that guy and attach a trojan virus in a file attachment that says “EARN MONEY WHILE YOU SLEEP”.
Final Recap
So, that’s basically what I’ve been doing since November last year. Lots of things have changed, but then lots of things also haven’t changed… I still smoke. I’m still a bit overweight. I still clean my room once in several months. I still haven’t gotten a haircut. I still don’t have a girlfriend. And I still don’t go to church.
So with all that, I guess I could say that … it’s the same old shit, only with newer nuggets… If you read this far, I guess you really like what I write…
…and I guess I should be afraid, or something…

